December 2009
88 posts
in 2010, i plan to...
get two more tattoos,
go to dominican,
decide what i’m going to do with the rest of my life,
i will keep adding to this, i just can’t think of anything else right now. i seem to be having a brain fart.
In 2009, i realized how much i hate my body.
(via searchingforalana)
today i plan to....
accomplish things, but not really.. haha.
shower & do hair, makeup, all that shit.
clean room.
watch er (because i loveeeeee it & i can.)
take christmas-ish pictures.
do something creative.
i know im gonna do the first four things, but the last one is quite a difficult thing, because im not entirely sure of what kind of creative thing i want to do.
1. I’m in my bedroom now. 2. I’m in Asia. 3. My hair is black 4. My best friend is of the opposite sex . 5. My best friend is my significant other. 6. I’m currently listening to music. 7. In fact, I listen to music more than 80% of the time. 8. My parents are still married. 9. I have an older sister. 10. I prefer wearing skirts/dresses over pants/jeans. 11. I love high heels. 12. I have plans for...
You like showers better than bubble baths. You cannot stand pop music. You have 1 sister. You are an only child. You have brown hair. You have blond hair. You have red hair. You have glasses. You wear contacts. You like TV more than movies. You don’t talk on the phone often. You like to shop. You like “emo” music. You are tall. You are short funsized. You are average height. You have long hair....
i honestly fucking hate you all. no wonder i dont...
it is so cold in my house.
and im not entirely sure why i am wearing shorts & no socks.
Graduated High School. Kissed someone. Smoked cigarettes. Got so drunk you passed out. Rode every ride at an amusement park. Collected something really stupid. Gone to a rock concert. Helped someone. Gone fishing. Watched four movies in one night. Gone long periods of time with out sleep. Lied to someone. Snorted cocaine. Failed a class. Smoked weed. Dealt drugs. Taken a college level course. Been...
Here is a list of quirky personality traits! Bold what applies to you, strike what you can’t stand. I always announce when I have to pee/use the bathroom. I won’t eat my food if it touches a different food. I will not blow my nose in front of other people. I put my feet up on everything. I say hello to everyone I see. I have a tendency to make everything awkward. My mind always wanders to the...
i havent been keeping up with my tumblr. for a...
i really need to catch up. i wish i didnt work so much sometimes. but i enjoy the money.
in 2009 ,
I confess that in 2009, I have…. stayed single for the whole year made out in/on a car kissed in the snow celebrated Halloween kissed in the rain had your heart broken broke someone else’s heart had a stalker went over the minutes on your cell phone had a good relationship with someone someone questioned your sexual orientation gotten pregnant had an abortion done something you’ve regretted...
for some reason, i'm like.. exhausted,
i have to go to work in like an hour and a half. so i’m thinking nap time.
i fucking hate justin bieber. like srsly. ?
guess what ! guess what !
i am the proud owner of a blackberry tour :) oh, i love my boyfriend.
ive discovered,
that if you post a picture of cute cats, or Up! .. your pretty much guaranteed a like, and more than likely a follow. ahahah.
i suppose, that i should stop sitting in the dark...
yeeeep.
sick of this. and by this ; i mean life.
Fuck, I'm depressed.
serpentsbeneaththeirhoods:
(via lesson9)
fuck, today is going to suck . i can already tell .
i want to get mad, i want to be pissed, i cant find it in my self, i’ll never forgive you, but i cant stay mad at you.
sometimes, i fucking hate my life,
and wish that i could’ve had the courage to end it all , all those times before.
/ end rant. ps.
i love when my boyfriend sleeps over, however i do...
ugh, i woke up because i have cramps so bad. fyou...
fuck.
half an hour, and i have to leave for work. i do not wish to go.
there’s a bluebird in my heart that wants to get out but I’m too tough for him, I say, stay in there, I’m not going to let anybody see you. there’s a bluebird in my heart that wants to get out but I pur whiskey on him and inhale cigarette smoke and the whores and the bartenders and the grocery clerks never know that he’s in there. there’s a bluebird in my heart that wants to get out but I’m too...
Sam tapped her hand on the steering wheel. Patrick held his hand outside the car and made air waves. And I just sat between them. After the song finished, I said something. “I feel infinite.” And Sam and Patrick looked at me like I said the greatest thing they ever heard. Because the song was that great and because we all really paid attention to it. Five minutes of a lifetime were truly spend,...
“Rather than love, than money, than fame, give me truth.” - Henry David Thoreau (Walden)
All that is gold does not glitter, Not all those who wander are lost; The old that is strong does not wither, Deep roots are not reached by the frost. From the ashes a fire shall be woken, A light from the shadows shall spring; Renewed shall be blade that was broken, The crownless again shall be king. - All That Is Gold Does Not Glitter by J. R. R. Tolkien
Whose woods these are I think I know. His house is in the village, though; He will not see me stopping here To watch his woods fill up with snow. My little horse must think it queer To stop without a farmhouse near Between the woods and frozen lake The darkest evening of the year. He gives his harness bells a shake To ask if there is some mistake. The only other sounds the sweep Of easy wind and...